i dont know what to do anymore .
Feeling better a bit today , not so giddy anymore , fever still here , sore throat still here , cough random , flu a bit . seeing Doctor dose work sometime . hahax . hope my sickness faster okay .
5am i wake up saw his sms of what he said about my previous post . i reply him and im feeling so dame unhappy with it . 9plus wake up again had a tiff with him . seriously i swear its not easy being you . seriously .. i dont even know what you wanted . every time things happen you will call me to ask your friend about it and not telling me . each time things happen i must find out why . each time things happen i tend to keep in my heart and not saying out to you instead of writing in my blog . why ? because i dont wanna quarrel with you . you say you care . but did you ? i once say action speak louder then words . i know now we cant meet but all your msg come , what you reply me ? each time i will tell you alot about my things you will say . lol , okay . what . what am i suppose to reply ? the same again ? your treating me cold . once i say about your friend things what you do ? call them talk to them call me to help you saying this and that . why are you so dame anxious about their things and not me ? im not being jealous about it . it just that you dont even care about me .
why am i crying ?
Fuck it !
hmmm .. wake up went toilet came out pour water and i fainted ! god dame it why do i faint . sleep the whole day told baby about it ans his like hack care it . pissed off . about 6 went hougang mall see doctor . say alot of crap . am i that weak . down with fever , sore throat , cough , flu .
thanks chanell sis for giving me so much advise on it . you know i find it hard too . but i just cant end it . sorry .
im nothing without you
i will see you in my dream , waiting to say i miss you . im so sorry
Hmmmm.. today wake up about 12 pm . mood swing badly . i dont know why too . i miss my baby badly that what i can say . there's still 5 days before i can go out . fucking bored at home . everyday computer is on i dont know what can i do too . pissed off . been chatting with clement L too . hahas his so dame funny can . helped grandma to prepare dinner . i kill that fucking crab ! omfg i feel so bad going that la ! gosh dont come and find me . tonite grandma cooking that crab and many many things as its grandma chinese birthday . hahas . once again happy birthday .
Thanks for everythings
NKY's
i'm back . cant sleep well yesterday as my grandma snoring is really dame loud lah . keep on sleep wake up sleep wake up . sms baby too . baby went to sleep around 11.15am this morning i bet he will wake up around night time . really miss him lah . is next month he went in army i cant believe how i cure my boredness :C
It's hurtful
Today wake up around 12plus1 too tired yesterday night can't sleep well as im feeling really sick and grandma keep on snoring . dont know wanna send bii morning sms anot maybe im still lost or what . so send to ivan instead as he call me to wake him up . vivian mumymy call me to meet her at far east plaza to eat later on . call mr jerry but still unsure he can tag along anot . asked clement to pei me too :D hope he can . cause i dont wanna go along as im really afriad of lonelyness . k la come home then post . bye
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omg . i can say i did something really bad lah . i really had make mr jerry pissed off with me . im so sorry really . came home about 11 plus 12 kana nag by papa & grandma . i just found out that papa actually love me loads . only i didnt know . talk talk talk for so long till papa only left 3hours to sleep .
You wont know how hurtful its gonna like .
